I think I decided to grow up when I was 40 something. My healing journey began when I decided I wanted out of my corporate career. I stressed myself out trying to figure out what I wanted to do when I grew up. Finally putting the thoughts aside I decided that something would come to me. That's when it happened, at first without my knowledge. I started listening to Hay House Radio, and following some of the well known authors like Wayne Dyer and Doreen Virture. I had no explanation for this, but I became a sponge for knowledge.
I noticed something changing within me. I was becoming happier, I could go to work and not hate my job. It wasn't just that I was believing what I was hearing and reading, it was that I was putting it into practice. This stuff was working. I was smiling again at least on the outside. Although I could feel happiness on the inside, there was so much to let go of and so much emotional healing to take place.
It was about this time that I found out I was an empath. Imagine my surprise to realize that not everyone was having the same experience with people around them as I was. I had no idea how much this was playing hovic not only in my life, but in my body as well. Consider being a manager that knew the motives and thoughts of her employees. This explained so much to me.
No matter how much personal healing I did through these learning years and how many classes I took, I still wanted out of that job. I went to Hawaii and took Doreen Virtues Angel Therapy Practitioners Course. I went to Texas to take a crystal healing class. I became a Reiki Pracitioner. By this time my life was so full of amazing learning experiences, I felt like I was high, in fact I hardly had time in the day to sleep.
I started feeling a pull. I realized that if I didn't get out now, I was never going to fulfill my new dream of helping others heal their lives. One particular morning on the way to work I asked my angels and guides how I would know it was time to leave my day job. They said today was the day. When I got to my office I took off my pendant and used it as a pendulum over my desk calendar asking when would be my last day of work. It went crazy over July 6. I tried several times with the same results. I then typed out my resignation and took it to my boss. Easy peasy.
I have since found that in life, the life lessons and the healing never end. I have cleared away pain of the past. I have created pain in the present and transcended that since. Planet earth is a learning playground. We are constantly evolving. I have learned to become grateful for what I have learned and continue to learn.
During my healing journey I have discovered that much of what I was learning felt familiar, memories from my childhood were coming back to me, I felt this as a child, I saw this as a child. I had carried this my whole life, I had actually carried these healing modalities from many lives before this one. I was a natural. I finally figured myself out. Healing was natural to me. Healing was my purpose.
What I have learned is that personal healing is a lot of work, it is emotional at times, it is dark at times and it is heavy. I also learned that I was worth all the effort I put into it. I have lived through some very dark days, I have dug deep to some very dark places within me. I have learned how to heal me, in order to help others heal their lives. If you haven't found out by now, I am passionate about healing.
I now have the pleasure of working with Angels, Crystals, Crystal Singing Bowls, Reiki, and Meditation to assist my clients either one on one or through distance healing. Each individuals healing journey is unique, no two sessions are the same. I look forward to each client that comes through the doors, knowing that through me, a new healing journey begins or advances.